RIGHT NOW!
Right now I've just realized how arrogant writers are. I write down the thoughts in my head knowing no one will read them. I think even if they do, they won't understand. So I write down reasons why I'm smart in hopes that someone will stumble upon them and agree. I could leave them as thoughts, but I want validation! It's sucking the life out of me. I'm living in a world all alone. Writing this never ending letter to you; whoever you are. As I write more and more, the fantasy that is you changes, becomes more defined, and less attainable. Seal my fate! Ha... continuity. Realizations don't stop me. Here are my arrogant words! Where is my non-existent love?! Maybe I'll always be nothing, there's a slight change I might one day be a writer. But even if that slight possibility happens, there is even less possibility that anyone will ever read this, and even that will probably only occur after I'm dead. Then I'll be forced to roll over in my grave about them not correcting my bad grammar and spelling....
Ha... Life.
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